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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
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About My Mother
About my personal account I hand in to you,may be you will think that it is foolish to do something like that.But can you image at that small age,the person you most relay on have lost trust in you and changed her attitude to you in a way she never did before?
I have no father since 6-years-old,but Im not sad.Instead,I am happy.He should be one who never be called a father as he is not suit to be a father.He never care about me.I could only saw him once a year since I knew how to talk when I was small as he said he have to work overseas.He had flew many countries that I did not know where he was everytime and how to contact him.If he went overseas was to work,it was fine with me.However,he went was to find women.I felt disgraceful to have such father.I felt pity for my mother,she has been tortured by my ex-grandmother.My grandmother has been telling her to do lots of stuff since she graduated at Master Degree from Japan.Actually,my mother could continue her study to higher standard,but my ex-father disagree,he said she needed to take care of me in Malaysia.So my mother gave up her higher standard of study.Actually,my ex-father was scared that my mother would over took him in study as my mother had always been having a higher standard of study than him.
Since my mother had came to Malaysia,my ex-grandmother had been telling her to do everything.Cooking,washing,moping,.......lots of things and her attitude towards my mother was like a maid,or even worse than a maid.I did not know how my mother bear it,after knowing mu ex-father was having an affair and treated in such manner.
After a few years,I knew the reason.It was because of me that she bear it all.She scared I would be sad without a father.I want to let her know that it is my fortune without this father.Everytime when he came back,he brought a lot of toys to me.May be to other child would think that it was a way how their father shows his love toward the child.However,I know,it was a way my father hind his guiltiness towards me and this was how he made himself thought that he had done his part as a father.This is all rubbish,what I want is a father both in pysical and mental.
After their divorse,my mother and I live together.She worked very hard to support me.But there were still some deceiver cheated my mother's money.However,she did not break down or let herself fell into misery.She fight with the deceiver bravly,and I admire her.
I love my mother.
